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Dear Natalya,
I always knew that I was different than others. I feel doom and things are heavy. The faces of people, the trees, I see it all. I see everything. I know that something is wrong but I don’t know what it is. I know that I am lost but what is it that I should be seeking? Or is this it? Does everybody feel as I do - but I just notice it so clearly. There is an emptiness inside of me.
For the four days that you were here I was breathing. The emptiness was filled. When you feel lost, to be found is a rescue of the soul. Even if it is for a short amount of time. Then when it’s taken away you feel the water drain. You feel more lost than you ever did. You only needed to be sitting there with me or getting ready in the bathroom mirror and that was enough. You have a warmth about you that is very special. I felt your glow.
You are a dear friend.
Thank you
Tom
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Tom
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